Monday, July 30, 2012

UPDATE 2

I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW BUT ONCE AGAIN IM UPDATING MY BLOG .
LALLALALALALAL
TEST TOMORROW.WHATEVER.DONT CARE.

                                           IM ADDICTED TO THIS COFFEE BUN.
I stopped myself from walking into supermarket to buy this everyday.Sometimes i succeed sometimes i failed.This is so so so nice.

First time went k box in Singapore.Quite expensive for first time as i paid for the member's fee.But after that,every singing session i just have to pay $8 and gets two cups of free drinks.I ordered ice cream for one of my drink,the waiter looked at me at such a strange way and my friend scolding me stupid.Hey,this is my style.I love living in my own style.

Xin tian accompanied me to see doctor in hospital.OK,i know i dont look like a patient.However,thank you for accompany me.Bought a lot of food to hospital because i scared there is no canteen in hospital.Yeah Yeah.Once again,im living in my own style.

OK i do love this photo after seeing all my 'self-shot'.HAHAHAHAHA.My dad said that i became prettier.
Thanks DAD!!! I LOVE U!!

The purpose of taking this picture is because we want to show our shirt and short,red and black.
But after that had became the tall me and short xin tian.HAHHAHAHA.

After swimming session at swimming complex.自恋狂!!

UPDATE

There are too many things to be update about my life.
This moment,i suppose to be at school having my lecture but im now here to update my blog.
Is a kind of lazy to drag myself to school because today's lesson is only one hour and i have to travel one hour to school and another hour back from school.so im cool enough t skip lesson,put my phone in silent mode,no one can find me.wooohoooo

I did enjoyed life in Singapore since xin tian was here to accompany me.WRONG WRONG WRONG.xin tian came here to get herself a job but not accompany me.WE went shopping almost every weekend even weekday .I stopped my exercise session that i suppose to have every evening since i wasted all my energy on shopping or just lepak around.
I accompanied her to job fair last weekend,that was the second time for me to go to job fair,my role for both times were to accompany her.However ,i managed to get myself a job to apply too.Initially i was to apply job in starbucks but so sad they said that i must at least committed 20 hours .Another job is to work in high class restaurant as waitress.I will apply for that job after my holidays since im too free everyday.
We went bugis for shopping again.Enjoyable moment in life spending time in bugis.
                                                      LUNCH AT 'PASTAMANIA'
                                                         *xin tian with domo's shirt
                                                          after whole afternoon shopping

Friday, July 13, 2012

妈妈

我写着熟悉的主题 “妈妈”

我不知道我重复写了多少次
我没在歌颂妈妈的伟大
而是心里真实感受

母亲节那一天,我给了妈妈一封信
那封信写了好久,不知用了多少的泪水换来的
写着写着 就哭了,眼泪是这样流
我心里激动着,感恩,给了我这样一位妈妈

我以为出外读书了,我只要乖乖听话,就不会再伤妈妈的心
直到那一天的崩溃,流着眼泪吵着回家
到后来的对妈妈大喊大闹,原来我不曾长大
妈妈对我的耐心安慰我用心感受着
家人对我的支持更是如此
爸爸的关心更是我的支柱
我深深的明白,家是我的避风港

回到家,爸妈见我的第一句话
“怎么瘦成这样” 我的爱美换来他们的心疼
我心里呐喊着“我愿意被爸妈养肥”
不要再看见他们心疼着我

每天桌上的食物补品,我知道他们的关心
默默感动着
妈妈的耐心爸爸的关心
而我不时的闹情绪,心里惭愧

当我哭着闹情绪,妈妈拍拍我的头
让我躺在她脚上,告诉我,怎么这样爱哭呀
长大了,要坚强了
我把眼泪收起来

直到我放假回来,妈妈每天不管多累,一定跟我说说话
而我每晚等的就是八点半,妈妈打过来跟我说话
别人笑我长不大,我说我不愿意长大

前几天,妈妈高兴的让我看她买给我们姐妹的鞋带
那是一位妈妈买东西的孩子的兴奋,我感受着
眼泪在心里流,一个鞋带让我想家了

每一次的开学只是为了等待下一次的放假回家
爸妈,我想家了

我常自以为是的认为自己是个很幸运的人
但,我知道上天对每个人是公平的

我是幸运,但是健康是红色警报
有人问我,你会觉得你父母偏心疼姐姐吗?
当然不会这样,因为我最弱,当然比较照顾我
那人笑了
我们姐妹是这样,常抢着当父母最疼的孩子
这是乐趣

有人问我,你跟哪个姐妹最亲密
我想了好久,答案是沉默的摇头,我们都很亲
任何秘密在姐妹前都收不住
那人羡慕着

最近倒下了,在我无趣的人生里加了一道深刻的疤痕
每个人对我说,欣钊,坚强坚强
坚强?这两个字说似简单,但是做起来比登天难
永远记得那天的崩溃,从那天一路走来
一路上跌跌撞撞,眼泪掉了无数颗,心碎了无数次

到了今天,如果你问我这一路怎样熬过来了
我会笑着回答,家人朋友
从来不曾跌倒,狠狠的摔了一跤
我哭着找妈妈,哭着回家
逃避一切一切,只因我不够勇敢

妈妈说,长大了,坚强

我选择面对,面对脆弱,面对人生
人生只有一次,为何不笑着面对?
这句话大家听过无数次,但到现在,到我想重新站起来的那一刻
我才真正的懂得,真正明白
眼泪换来坚强,我笑着重新站起来
我知道,是时候长大了